Help

I sit here today trying to figure out what it is I really want to say to you, my reader. I want to be able to tell you that everything is all good but the truth is, I am feeling somewhat inadequate about my life.

The only good things that are happening in my life right now are; It sounds like I may see my children within the next month; Plus I am moving into my own place soon.

In regards to seeing my children: I have to tell you that I am very scared. I dont even know how I am going to make it up to Red Deer when I actually have the visit arranged. I am scared that they will not want me in there life,, the bottom line is I am scared about a whole lotta things.

In regards to my place,, its just a room with a fridge and a hotplate but it is a step up and it means that I will no longer be homeless. Even though it still feels like being homeless.

I think the best thing I can do now is ask you, my reader for some advise and for some help.
If you know of anybody that needs some odd jobs done, please feel free to email me at tjwbarber@hotmail.com I would like to be able to make some extra money this month to buy some advance bus tickets to Red Deer. I dont want to be left wondering what to do if my lawyer says I have a visit in the next week. The last thing I want to do is be late for my first visit, let alone any visit with my children.

I am only asking for your help because I was told many times in the past (It never hurts to reach out for help,, just ask)

One last thing before I go. I would like to ask you all if there is anything in particular that you would like me to write about in the near future. I will definitly be continuing to write on this blog for some time yet. You cant get rid of me yet. Any ideas? Please feel free to let me know.

Thanks for listening
Hope is all around us
Tim Barber

OPTIMISTIC

Another fine day for this homeless, addicted father of two. No! It's going to be a fantastic day.

I talked with my family lawyer today. I may find out as early as next week as to when I will be able to see my children once again.

Yes! I am scared but very optimistic.

I think that is all I have to say for now to you, my reader, but please continue with prayer for me and my future with my children. All the best to you and remember to keep leaving comments as they brighten my days.
Write at you soon.
Thanks for listening,
Tim Barber
Regaining HOPE every day.